Lyrics LOVE ISN'T REAL - Cazba

I think I'm saying too much
Stomach feeling nauseous think I drank too much
Hear the sound of silence when you on the phone
I don't know what got between us I can't fake it anymore
I feel emotional
Then I realize that's how it's supposed to go
I wake up terrified
I lose whenever I believe in hope
The feelings that I choose to hide can't hurt if they don't ever know
And everyone is different sometimes it just feels so personal

And now you say you're far from perfect
I'm in love with all your flaws
I'm attracted to your person but I'm
Living a life of desperation constant fear of separation
Don't blame me if I don't make it home
She gon' grow up she gon' glow up she gon' change
Everybody changes but I'm still gon' sit and wait
Don't care about your differences I love you either way
But that don't really matter you ain't feeling me the same

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
I'm not okay
About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
The skies are grey
And now we're smoking our lives away

I can't believe it
You're really leavin'
Never got the chance to tell you how I'm really feelin'
No call or text
Never knew there was a deeper meaning
All this smoke that's in my lungs but I'm not concerned 'bout breathin'

Don't want your charity want your clarity
Want you next to me
You made a better me tried some therapy
Only went a week
It's kinda scary it drives me crazy
How much you mean to me
You're my friend and I'm your enemy
Always disagree

How'd we ever get into this situation
You were always my blanket
You kept me warm like insulation
Now I'm seeing what you're indicatin'
Paintin' a picture call you Picasso
Never saw it coming why I'm so frustrated
I'm fillin' up my lungs to feel the feelin' I felt with you
You're steady movin' on and I'm unsure of what I should do
New job and new beginnings I see a post of some guy I knew
I cannot carry on reminiscin' times I spent with you

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
I'm not okay
About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
The skies are grey
And now we're smoking our lives away

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
I'm not okay
About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal
Is the love even real
I don't know how to feel i
Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same
The skies are grey
And now we're smoking our lives away