Lyrics hello? - Charles Hussle

Lying in mirrors while picking them
Tell me you missed me your whole life while I'm stuck in this rut
Railing anything to heal myself
Lately I ain't been myself
It's hard to block the day dreams where I kill myself
Heart on my sleeve done bled through this champ hood
County visits to see niggas who ain't fam to me
Dog switched sides
Fuck it
Never would he blast for me
Hard to know the difference between the snakes and the rats homie

Barely had a dollar
Barely had a space to sleep
Barely had a roof dog
Barely had the plates to eat
Barely had the lights on
Rarely was my bike home
Man
You couldn't see this shit with a Nikon
I sat back, smoked sacks, and bagged this shit
I was supposed to be dead niggas mad this year
I was supposed to be ahead but I'm last year this
I double back
Fuck they rec
Rolling holy tree
Christ kush
Holy weed
All I need is a chance for the Rex
Promise on God
Y'all niggas finna notice me
Y'all niggas finna notice me
Y'all niggas finna...

No birthday from bruh and them
I ain't gone stress shit
I lost bro this year
I was stressed as shit
That Molly pack turn me to the exorcist
Even if a nigga God-damned
I was heaven set
Pray to demons to listen swear they be fiending
Reading scriptures like Jesus
Turn my water to liters
Need a nigga who gone ride
Michael, Matthew or Peter
Lot of work get put in so Allah gone come to greet you
Philosophy of a killer that's my Buddha shoota
Selling Caveman pack
That's that booga booga
Last year I was fiending off that booga suga
Now a nigga really tapped I'm seeing figures moving
Prolly burn in hell for all the shit I did for all I got
My city shitty I was birthed in a melting pot
Penny's to Pele
It depend on the grind you got
I was hella fucked up but know the mind I got
Damn