Lyrics Not Going Back - Childish Gambino feat. Beldina Malaika
(feat.
Beldina
Malaika)
It
seems
like
they
all
want
me
to
fail
But
I'm
not
goin'
back
Not
goin'
back,
baby
Please
tell
me
you
don't
want
me
to
fail
'Cause
I'm
not
goin'
back
Not
goin'
back
I
coulda
been
a
tragedy
That's
why
these
fake
niggas
who
call
me
pussy
are
mad
at
me
'Cause
they
ain't
have
the
smarts
or
the
heart
Ain't
you
read
the
fuckin'
book?
Things
fall
apart
I
was
never
gonna
stay
the
same
All
I
ever
really
wanted
was
to
change
the
game
Spent
the
year
kickin'
ass
and
takin'
names
Try
to
tell
it
to
your
heart,
Taylor
Dayne
Mama
told
me
I
was
special
when
them
test
scores
came
in
Callin'
the
new
Will
Smith,
that's
Jaden
Callin'
me
a
faggot
when
I'm
rappin',
that's
hatin'
I
need
to
slow
down,
what
the
fuck
is
y'all
sayin'?
Step
inside
the
party,
y'all
niggas
is
mood
killers
My
lifestyle
simple,
live
easy
and
Bruce
Willis
I'm
the
boss,
Michael
Scott,
y'all
bitches
is
just
Phyllis
Set
the
world
on
fire,
y'all
motherfuckers
is
chillin',
what
is
this?
That's
why
these
fuckin'
MCs
want
their
asses
back
Don't
you
know
that
I'm
a
rapist?
Ask
a
track
Whiskey-sippin',
wanna
drink
the
whole
bottle
But
these
smart
middle-class
black
kids
need
a
role
model
Fuckin'
hate
me,
that's
what
I'm
used
to
Suck
a
dick,
we
the
shit,
Metamucil
God
damn,
man,
there's
gotta
be
a
better
way
Than
pill-poppin'
all
these
drugs
so
I
can
stay
awake
Like
I'm
Jessie
in
this
bitch,
I'm
so
excited
There's
a
party
at
the
top,
you
ain't
invited
But
it's
lame,
and
all
the
bitches
is
fake
You
think
about
your
old
girl
and
how
breakin'
up's
a
mistake
Black
dudes
assume
I'm
closeted
or
kinda
gay
White
people
confused
like
girl
on
Glee
and
Gabourey
I
Am
Donald
is
a
full-time
job
These
niggas
want
me
to
fail
so
they
can
write
me
off
It
seems
like
they
all
want
me
to
fail
But
I'm
not
goin'
back
Not
goin'
back,
baby
Please
tell
me
you
don't
want
me
to
fail
'Cause
I'm
not
goin'
back
Not
goin'
ba-ack
Dirty
girls
love
my
dick,
they're
cockroaches
Jewish
girls
eat
my
meat,
it's
not
kosher
Relax,
black
chick,
I
think
that
I
have
offended
thee
Got
nothin'
against
the
sistas,
I
just
don't
think
they're
into
me
I
am
not
a
thug,
AKA
what
they
pretend
to
be
I
am
just
myself,
AKA
my
worst
enemy
Yeah,
bitch,
cut
the
swag
with
a
fuckin'
knife
I
come
hard
like
my
life
keep
her
pussy
tight
It's
cool,
though,
it's
all
good
You
want
a
dude
who
keep
it
real,
and
stay
hood
I'm
sorry,
babe,
but
I
act
me
I
don't
act
black,
whatever
that
be
I'm
just
happy
these
girls
seem
into
me
now
Yeah,
they
lookin'
for
some
In
N
Out,
animal
style
With
this
lettuce,
cheese,
bread,
makin'
sandwiches
That's
why
you
niggas
fail
like
all
of
your
parents'
marriages
Ran
into
Rashida
Jones,
told
me
that
she
heard
my
song
When
I
called
her
mixed
like
the
crowd
at
my
last
show
She
said
to
write
her
somethin'
nice
on
the
next
track
But
she
cute,
so
I
wrote
her
ass
a
whole
rap
Man,
I
threw
that
shit
away,
it
felt
dumb
Believe
me,
it
was
bad,
we're
better
off,
you're
welcome
I
worked
hard
on
that
song
like
day
and
night
That
whole
song,
made
this
one
verse
crazy,
right?
I
guess
it
all
goes
somewhere,
you
know
that
Like
that
bullshit
you
talked
before
Culdesac
'I
didn't
know
he
had
it
in
'I'm!
'
Couldn't
see
me
as
Spiderman,
but
now
I'm
spittin'
venom
Now
you
payin'
attention,
pick
your
fuckin'
face
up
When
I
wanna
be
a
superhero
I
just
wake
up
Renaissance
man
with
a
Hollywood
buzz
I
refuse
to
go
back
to
not
likin'
who
I
was
Because
Fake
love,
these
fake
dreams
These
fake
sounds
All
the
things
that
we
felt
Your
voice
was
screaming
too
loud
I
know
what
you're
ready
to
be
But
it
isn't
with
me
So
I'm
ready
to
leave
you
alone
I
don't
really
wanna
fight
like
this
I
don't
ever
wanna
lose
your
kiss
All
I
ever
wanted
was
someone
to
hold
on
to
I
just
wanna
be
your
girl
Everything
you
haven't
heard,
plus
I
just
wanna
be
with
you
(With
you)
With
you
(With
you)
With
you
(With
you)
I
just
wanna
be
with
you
(With
you)
With
you
(With
you)
With
you
Oh,
oh,
oh-oh-oh-oh
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