Lyrics Even Now - Chinaski

I separated but she kept it together
I left unsated but I enjoyed the party
Miscalculated when I jumped off the deep end
I demonstrated but the war was over
Even now
I'm even now
Even now
I was elated when I saw the ground coming
I innovated committing plagiarism
Reciprocated after I pulled the knife out
Masqueraded but someone recognized me
Even now
I'm even now
Even now
Infatuated with total disconnection
Inoculated with a fatal infection
Intoxicated when I pushed her car over
Eviscerated assume the crash position
Even now
I'm even now
Even now