Lyrics sick - Chloe Lilac

I'm sorry I'm not alcohol
I'm sorry that your girlfriend
Broke your heart
I should be the drunken one
Boy, you're always
So dysfunctional
You waved your red flags
Told me you're just tired and sad
You watched me come back
And let me find out you were wrong

How could you make me
Feel so loved
When the whole time
You were numb
But now that you wait to mess me up
Cause you hate yourself
So much
I try to ignore
Your toxic tendencies
But honestly now, I'm fresh out of sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't mean it, you're just... sick
You're just... sick

Where were you at 2AM?
Your body's next to me
Your mind's with her
Dreaming of your sweet cocaine
The two addictions you fell in love with first
I saw your red flags
Who the hell is still inside?
I'm done looking back
I hope one day you'll come alive

How could you make me feel so loved
When the whole
Time you were numb
But now that you wait
To mess me up
Cause you hate yourself so much
I try to ignore your toxic tendencies
But honestly now, I'm fresh
Out of sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't mean it, you're just... sick
You're just... sick

Sick, mm-mm, yeah
Mm-mm-mm, you're just sick
Ooh-ooh-ooh

How could you make me feel so loved
When the whole time you were numb
But now that you wait to mess me up
Cause you hate yourself so much
I try to ignore your toxic tendencies
But honestly now, I'm fresh out of sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't mean it, you're just... sick
You're just... sick