Lyrics TOXIC - Dutch Melrose , Chri$tian Gate$

I'm sick of being toxic
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to now

I'm secretly praying for the worst
With the best intentions
'Cause I know how bad this is gonna hurt
So I keep my distance

I'll push away soon as you get close
I'll make you hate me
Girl I told you so
I told you so
So keep your heart 'cause there's no hope

But I guess that's what I get
I know I did you wrong, yeah
I know I made a mess
Try to forgive and forget
For better or for worse
Karma's never gonna miss

I'm sick of being toxic
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to now

I'm fucking sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
I keep on promising to change
And I don't wanna be alive

I'm sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you now

I was never one to kiss and tell
But lately you've been dragging me through hell
Angel numbers tatted on your arms
Should've seen it from the start
It was automatic

Walked in the room like God sent you
As punishment for my sins
The way you're tearing my heart right up
When loving you is all I did

But I guess that's what I get
I know I did you wrong, yeah
I know I made a mess
Try to forgive and forget
For better or for worse
Karma's never gonna miss

I'm sick of being toxic
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to now

I'm fucking sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
I keep on promising to change
And I don't wanna be alive

I'm so sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you now