Lyrics All or Nothing - Christian 21

It's all or nothing
It's all or nothing
I needed something
A little love baby
(Oh)

Oh
Oh-ooh
Ooh
Ohh

Laying on my back
I feel it shaking down my skin
I hope you all know that these drugs don't make me the man that I am
I know life is gonna be a struggle
Here and there
I want a little bit of clarity
But I know life ain't really fare

Oh-ooh
Oh-ooh
Ooh
Ohh

I remember when I was young
My mama signed me up for lessons
Just a little bit of tutoring
But i didn't see it was a blessing
I remember back then I was playing the piano
Now im balling on these niggas
Like I'm playing the suprano
Now im recording music
And im hitting all the high notes
Making millions of views
Like I'm charli d'amelio
Now im out here preforming shows
But what you see up on the stage
Ain't what I really wanna show

I'm tryna live my life
But there ain't much for me to show
So I started making music
Just to help myself grow
Now im doing this on a day-to-day basis fixing my flow
Now im still depressed out here
Taking these pills to help me cope

I'm sorry mom and dad
I don't think that I learned my lesson
I'm signing up for rehab
Just to help with my depression
This lesson isn't working
So give me another lesson
This isn't my profession
But I'm still out here expressing
This is a natural flow
Freestyle flow is going hard
I'm chilling with my friends
Laying down my heart with no disregard
My ain't perfect, but guess what nigga
That is who we are
We're all human beings
So imma do my thing and end up on the charts

Oh-ooh
Oh-ooh
Ooh
Ohh

Alright
Ooh
Alright
Ooh
Alright
Oh-ooh
Ooh

1... 2... 3... 4... 5
Imma take these pills one day at a time
Think about all the reasons
Why there kill me inside
I'm sorry mom and dad
But these drugs don't make me the man, sitting up on the stand
Justify for my sins
Put my life in God's hands
I'm a sad boy
In this life
Yet there is no other man
I'm scared for my own mamas health
I'm supposed to be the man
But the worst part is that I'm just finally starting to understand

What I'm doing wrong

One day I'll make her proud and fix all my sins
I'll make it past 21
I promise mom
Cause that's when my life will begin