Lyrics Essa Girl - Christian Tucker

I don't know if I've been honest
If I'm loveless or I should love less
Been in abundance but then it's just fled
Like damn, there it goes
Just know I feel good in my skin
Put my heart on my sleeve going out on a limb
Where to begin?
If you're singing my name, then you're singing of hymns
It's abrasive but I embrace it
Learning change is the only basis
For what's to come, but more what's for sure
I can't sit inside the hesitation
Waiting
My name's Chris Tucker but won't rush ours
Or go throw in the towel
But I might need a hand for counting all of these hours

I built myself a bit too fast
These foundations could've lasted
Never losing to the past
Me and my patience we just laugh

Don't know if I'm lurking or soul searching
But I'm not so certain if I'm open or closed curtains
Been around to cold stares, most know I wouldn't go there
On my own, Independently
Inside these words is what it's meant to me
And if that's the way that it's meant to be
I'll follow my path that I lead for me
Wait, I've seen sore losers but then hurt winners
Say they stayed the same but then gone different
God no different and I'm off wishing
Things changing
I'm Listening to songs that remind of you
My thoughts been on shuffle
And my heart stuck on loop

I built myself a bit too fast
These foundations could've lasted
Never losing to the past
Me and my patience we just laugh

I'm learning that loving me, is knowing watching paint dry
Won't be as boring as slapping a new coat on
I'm learning, that falling in love will give you
Caterpillars before butterflies because
Good things are always worth waiting for

I built myself a bit too fast
These foundations could've lasted
Never losing to the past
Me and my patience we just laugh