Lyrics Alex - Christopher Ma

Everyone breaks
When we ran laughing from the house
And we hopped in the back of the car
My mama told me I'd be wasting my life on you
But what did I say?
I said I'd do mine
Your eyes say it all
Oh another morning 'til you return on in
With the hot desert wind on your back

This boy
This boy got it all
Won't pretend
I didn't fuck it up, threw it away
This boy
This boy could've won
If he never loved a boy like me

Threw it away
Threw it away

I held my face to the stars
And prayed for your life
As you lay in our blood
Breathing out on me
I laid you deep in the sand
And the stars just laughed
Said you get nothing

In the cold
Only needed nothing
But to get you to laugh another time
And I'm goin nowhere
And did I ever see a single thing
When through it all you tried your best

This boy
This boy had it all
Won't pretend I didn't fuck it up

No time for me
No time for me
No time for me
I blame myself