Lyrics You'll Never Know (For Adrien) - Christy Altomare

The crisp air on my skin makes me feel so clean
When i run outside there's a light in your room
And I'll never admit how I came so far
Just looking

A red tie in my hair
All rosy eyed, you just knew me

The six seconds of laughter
Between every line
Always threw me

And the leaves fall down
And the world is silent

And i want to hide myself

I'm sorry I never told you
This is it
This is what I want
And I'm sorry you'll never know

I was just afraid
If i told you so
You would let me go

Eight hours more till the evening starts
You decide if it rains, we should stay in

Your stupid shirts line the hallways
Out to dry
I forgot how you love when I can't win

And the rain falls down
And you move in closer
And I want to find myself

I'm sorry I never told you
This is it
This is what I want
And I'm sorry you'll never know

I was just afraid
If i told you so
You would let me go
You would let me go

And I can't,
But I wish
That you would look inside me

Till it burns
And I feel
Everything

And I want
And I don't really know the reason why I push you away
I push you away

The gravel touches my feet
I'm composed again
It's much safer

Walking home in the dark
Just another fall
Like before

And my mind shuts down
As I turn the corner

And there's not a sound
Till I reach my room

I'm sorry I never told you
This is it
This is what I want
And I'm sorry you'll never know

I was just afraid
If I told you so
You would let me go