Lyrics Live Again - Citizen Soldier

I feel a pulse, yeah, I'm still breathing
I've got a pound in my chest that's beating
I've been forsaken, I've been forgiven
Oh, but there's something missing
I felt the sting of my convictions
The only path to my redemption
I'm alive but I'm not living
I want more than existing

'Cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes
All the guilt, and all the shame
Nothing's gonna change what I have done
Sick of this ghost that I've become

I've gotta learn how to live again
Realize this is not my end
I've been through the worst, made my amends (I wanna live again)
I've paid enough and I did my time
Now I wanna see the other side
The will is the way, I know where I've been (I know where I've been)
I just want to live again

Live again, live again
I wanna live again
Live again, live again
I wanna live again

Separated, isolated
In the chasm I've created
I know I'm broken, I need connection
Get me out of this prison

'Cause I've carried the weight of my mistakes
All the guilt, and all the shame
Nothing's gonna change what I have done
Sick of this ghost that I've become

I've gotta learn how to live again
Realize this is not my end
I've been through the worst, made my amends (I wanna live again)
I've paid enough and I did my time
Now I wanna see the other side
The will is the way, I know where I've been (I wanna live again)

I wanna hurt so I can heal
I wanna fight so I can feel
'Cause numb's not alive
No, numb's not alive
I wanna burn, I wanna bleed
Without the bitter, nothing's sweet
'Cause numb's not alive
No, numb's not alive

I've gotta learn how to live again
Realize this is not my end
I've been through the worst, I've made my amends (I wanna live again)
I've paid enough and I did my time
Now I wanna see the other side
The will is the way, I know where I've been (I know where I've been)
I just want to live again

Live again, live again
(I wanna live again)
I just want to live again, live again
(I wanna live again)