Lyrics and translation Clara Peya - Si tant M'estimaves

Si tant M'estimaves

Dèia baix ja no hi ets, tinc un buit
No sé res de tu
Fa mil nits que quan dormo tinc por
I és que et noto tant lluny
I et somnio
M′he mirat al mirall i el que hi veig
No s'assembla a mi
És algú que fa poc va arribar
I ara viu aquí
La Pena
Perquè no m′has cuidat?
Perquè no m'has mimat?
Perquè? si tant m'estimaves
Perquè has marxat així?
T′has oblidat de mi
Perquè? si tant m′estimaves
Sento que la vida se m'escapa
Mentre espero el teu somriure
Una carícia, una mirada
Que tant temps vas oferir-me
I que ara són només imatges
Del passat que volen
Lluny i més lluny i més lluny
He sortit al carrer a respirar
I tot són records
D′una vida que vam construir
Però que ara s'ha mort
Un fet cru
Tot són frasses que em dit per cuidar-me
Per cuidar-te a tu
Per tancar jo la porto a posar-li simplement
Un punt
Mentides
Perquè m′has apartat
I no m'has ajudat?
Perquè? si tant m′estimaves
Perquè has fugit així
I no has pensat en mi?
Perquè? si tant m'estimaves
Perquè t'has amagat
I no m′has recolçat?
Perquè? si tant m′estimaves
Si tu ets feliç així
Savent tant poc de mi
Perquè? perquè m'estimaves?
Sento que la vida se m′escapa
Mentre espero el teu somriure
Una carícia, una mirada
Que tant temps vas oferir-me
I que ara són només imatges
Del passat que volen lluny
I més lluny i més lluny
Tot aquest silenci s'amagava
En les paraules que no dèies
Però pensaves has comès
Que arrossegavem i la boca
Se m′enfonsa quan intento pronunciar
El teu nom, el teu nom, el teu nom
Tot aquest silenci s'amagava
En les nits de tots els dies
Que vivíem com els últims de la vida
Com les últimes ferides que juntàvem
Per parlar i no dir res, no dir res, no dir res
Voles lluny, voles lluny, voles lluny

If You Loved Me So Much

You said you left, I'm left with emptiness
I have no news of you
I haven't slept a thousand nights because I'm afraid
And because I notice you so far away
And I dream of you
I looked at my reflection and what I see
Doesn't look like me
It's someone who arrived recently
And now lives here
Sorrow
Why haven't you taken care of me?
Why haven't you spoiled me?
Why? If you loved me so much
Why did you leave like that?
Have you forgotten about me?
Why? if you loved me so much
I feel that my life is escaping me
As I wait for your smile
A caress, a look
That you had offered me for so long
And that now are just images
Of the past that fly away
Far away and farther away and farther away
I went outside to get some fresh air
And everything is memories
Of a life that we built together
But that now is dead
A raw fact
All are phrases that I tell myself to take care of me
To take care of you
To close the door and simply put a
Full stop
Lies
Why have you pushed me away
And haven't helped me?
Why? If you loved me so much
Why did you run away like this?
And haven't thought about me?
Why? if you loved me so much
Why have you hidden yourself
And haven't supported me?
Why? if you loved me so much
If you're happy like this
Knowing so little about me
Why? Because you loved me?
I feel that my life is escaping me
As I wait for your smile
A caress, a look
That you offered me for so long
And that noware just images
Of the past that fly away
Far away and farther away and farther away
All this silence is hidden
In the words you didn't say
But you thought, you have committed
That we were dragging on and my mouth
Sinks when I try to pronounce
Your name, your name, your name
All this silence is hidden
In the nights of all the days
That we lived as the last of life
Like the last wounds we gathered
To talk and say nothing, say nothing, say nothing
You fly away, you fly away, you fly away