Lyrics October - Clay Finnesand

If there's a reason for my ever changing mind
I wish that I could find it and let go
'Cause it all feel so pointless
And i'm so dissapointed
And i'm losing hope that i will ever know

You try with all your heart to love my fears to death
But all i ever gave you was my second best

Ooh
Aint it just like me to quit before the fight is over
Oooh
We say goodbye in desember and now it's october
And im still not over, still not over you
Mmh

I hear you going out with a guy we knew from collage
I hope he makes you feel like you deserve
I've tried to meet new people
Hoping that it would heel me,
But when i see their face i still wish it was yours
Mmh

You try with all your heart to love my fears to death
But all i ever gave you was my second best

Oohh
But aint it just like me to quit before the fight is over
Oooh
We say goodbye in desember and now it's october
And im still not over, im still not over you

I dont knwo how long this will last
And i dont care what people say
Maybe i look like a fool for admiting that i feel this way
Loving you was a wild dream and waking up feels like a daze
Losing you is like loosing me
And my friends say i'll be okay
But i dont feel okay
Its almost been a year, still i think of you every day
Ooh
Aint it just like me to quit before the fight is over
Ooh
We say goodbye in desemeber and now its october
And im still not over, still not over, still not over you
Ooh