Lyrics DISAPPEAR - Clinton Kane

I started dreaming of a different life
One where everything just went right
Instead of feeling like I'll die alone
I think about it and I lose my mind
I've never had a night where I don't scream and cry
I'm begging the world to tell me what I've done

Because I can't lose anybody else
But there's no one left beside me but myself

I'm losing everyone that I knew, and
And how could someone just be your world
Then turn around and now you're strangers in a crowd?
The truth is maybe it's something I'm doing
And I don't wanna be wide awake to realize that everybody's gone

I'm finally giving into all my fears
But, do they ever really disappear?
And maybe that's just the way my story goes

'Cause I can't lose anybody else
'Cause there's no one left beside me but myself

I'm losing everyone that I knew, and
And how could someone just be your world
Then turn around and now you're strangers in a crowd?
The truth is maybe it's something I'm doing
And I don't wanna be wide awake to realize that everybody's gone