Lyrics Aurelia - Cloud Boat

It′s true I've been lying with the lights left on
And turning my back on it all
I′ve never felt the fire from the street
And I'm thinking of stopping it all
I've seen people with their arms up high
Waving for me to come down
But I don′t see enough from above
To make me miss just walking around
You don′t remember do you boy?
When I showed you the best place I'd been
I′ve been circling around like a butterfly
Wondering if I should dive in
I gave you a sign in trust that time
Would show you the patterns to be seen
Now under the trees and the leaves
You'll sit here and watch me get clean
Wondering if I should dive in