Lyrics noose - Clutch Cabin

I got a new outlook on saving everyone
They still can't see how tight I'm held
Pass by while I cock this here heavy gun
If you can't take me to heaven, then get me high as hell
Searching for a meaning
I'm yearning for some faith

I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it

Yeah, this life don't make sense
We wake up to day dream about getting paid love
For a fake scene, wearing makeup
Cuz I can't face me
And if I could, maybe I wouldn't be
Breaking down just to build another break up
In the making of a pay stub
That pays off after I make love
My hearts racing while I stay stuck
Am I saving someone who can't take us
Who can't save me from aiming a gun
I'm aching at a thought about praying for a god if I ain't one
So I guess this is life
And you're welcome to die anytime
Even day one, yeah

I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it
I'll stop thinking so I can live
Maybe I'll quit swimming off the cliff
But I don't know, no I don't know if
If this is it