Lyrics In the Absence of Light (feat. Apixx) - CoaastGxd

Quiet night when the times right
And I'm rolling through the shadows in the night light
All I ever wanted was a nice life
But Ive come to find that my spine has a knife slice
I just wanna chill
Gotta take a pill
I wish it wasn't this way but I made a deal
With the Doc to stop the unhinged debacles
Gotta pop, pop, pop
Til' the coffin falters
Quiet night when the times right
And I'm rolling through the shadows in the night light
All I ever wanted was a nice life
But Ive come to find that my spine has a knife slice
I just wanna chill
Gotta take a pill
I wish it wasn't this way but I made a deal
With the Doc to stop the unhinged debacles
Gotta pop, pop, pop
Til' the coffin falters

I'm talking with myself
I'm hyper-critical
I been fucking up since days in middle school
Pressure on myself
I'm feeling minuscule
Id rather fade away than face another fucking day of ridicule
A coulda-been legend in the making
Couldn't take it so was found face down in the swimming pool

Yah
Drown that little pussy
We don't need em
We got meat to season
We got competition needs some eating
Beat em down into submission
'Til the ceiling bloody glistens
Told them bitches better listen
Now they steaks up in my kitchen
Now they missing
Heathen semi-demon on a mission
Sever several heads without permission
Fiending for a meaningful decision
While I tend to the incision
Feeling how I slip the knife tip in
Fall hard when I see the light
I come down like a thousand pounds at the speed of a meteorite
Its like my brain is playing a perennial game of hang tight

Quiet night when the times right
And I'm rolling through the shadows in the night light
All I ever wanted was a nice life
But Ive come to find that my spine has a knife slice

Shut the fuck up
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna know if you're feeling better or not
I am invincible and never gonna stop
This is it?
Whats the cost?
What a mess we've made
Crooked fangs in decay
Broken path to an open grave
And I only consort with the old bouquets

Smoke daily
Choke? Maybe...
Hope? Crazy...
Dope lazy
Hoes play me
Bros shady
Heart bout to start failing