Lyrics Shit Show - Cometrosa

Thought about the time when we hid in the dark
Trying to not the caught from those glowing lights
And no I don't feel good it ruined my mood
You could see the end from where I stood
Cause earlier that day I was in my roof
Looking down at the spot where I would be found
Then you finally woke up from that phone call
So I could calm down and have drinks in my mouth
So did we change I just hope we did
Cause time repeats itself from we were fucked kids

So what makes you think we're gonna be okay?
Most people fucked me up already anyway
Got the same old problems and the same mistakes
I'm afraid of rejection, I don't have what it takes
Drink myself to bed just to then complain
But I know that next week I'll do it over again
So far away, from the people that loved for me who I am
So far away, from those who never shamed me for who I am
But I have to stay

I don't have to feel so blue, sitting in this room
I just have to leave it all, leave it all behind
I don't have to feel so blue, right now
Right now
Right now
Right now
Right now

She'll never notice me, I'm a shit show
Put your hoodie back on, its getting cold now
Don't wanna hold your hand I'm nervous
Cause I know I'll fuck it up somehow
They don't like that I drink, so fuck 'em
The others would drink with me, I really miss them