Lyrics Up and Down - Complete

Feel like I'm losing the plot, feel like a loser a lot
I forgot what I want to achieve with
My music I need this confusion to stop
Even though I said bye to Jordan, I've still got that noose in a knot
Not sure if ill use it or not
F,
F,
F,
Fuck that, I'm refusing to flop
Cause I gotta stay focused and make a
Change, escape the dark and break the chains
From makers mark and plasing blame,
To making marks and taking aim, Its my life
Yeah gotta prove 'em wrong, can't look back now gotta move along,
Gotta cruise with the bruises refusing to lose
Cause I choose to improve when the musics on, Yeah
I just wanna do my best,
But there's so many things that
Produce my stress, I've been sitting in a?
Nest where I patiently wait for a snake that would chew my flesh
Same dudes that would root my ex, but i still gotta few guys left
Shout outs to my crew, I ain't got huge biceps but i do my reps
As the moonlight sets I expect the worst,
I'm not quite sure if I'm blessed or
Cursed, so I'm putting in extra work
I dont wanna be the best in Perth, just the best on Earth,
Sometimes I forget my worth,
Sometimes i just get so depressed it hurts,
Sometimes I dont really wanna live another
Minute but giving ups for quitters and respect is earnt
STAY STRONG
Gotta tell myself that, and help excel my welcomed health back,
Lost it all, shell was helltapped,
Dropped the ball and felt the world crack
Woke up and I had an epiphany,
Have to commit to a pattern and my passion prolifically,
I just wanna be rapping teriffically with a rapid
Delivery, doesn't matter if you happen to critic me 'cause.
This is all I know
What a life, I remember the day that I gotta mic,
Kids at school would say that I forgot I'm
White, now the same cunts play me on Spotify, Huh
Gotta thank my foes,
They would tease me for wearing those gangsta clothes,
I was pulled down lower than an anchor goes but
That just shows how far through the ranks I rose
Much lose to my fans and supporters,
You're the reason I stand and record this,
You were there when my Nikey's were blood
Stained, and still there when abandoning Jordan
You were there when I started this music,
You were there for the panic disorders,
Saw me go through hell and back like Humpty
Dumpty lord knows that this man has been haunted
I don't know if I'll make it or now,
But I feel less stressed every page that i jot so I say what i want
To the day that I drop and I'll
Pray I can take all my mates to the top
So Ima do what I need to do,
'Cause you belive in me and I believe in you,
I keep going cause your giving me a reason to,
This is just the beginning I ain't leaving soon
I've been up and down, I've been underground,
I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown
I've been up and down, I've been underground,
Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but.
I've been up and down, I've been underground,
I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown.
I've been up and down, I've been underground,
Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but.