Lyrics Confessional - Copywrite

My face has had more hits than myspace
Thats why my nose is crooked and leans sideways
All because im hard headed
Used to be inside the bar geten' hard liquor
Just maxen my cards limit
Was missen' my ex girlfriend
It felt like the world ended
Days of when id "earl finish"-?
So in Colorado and Kansas
I got jumped caus my dumbass had swolled bottles of Xanax
Quit drinkin' and takin' pills and all those problems would vanish
Thats what happend with icon but I won't argue
Cimantiques
In 09 i've delt with way to many natural losses
In march my new girl dumped me
Fuck it im past it ill chalk it
Then just when I was able to laugh it off nauseous
Last may my mom pasted away from natural causes
Bad enough in june all month im reminded my dads gone all day
Now what I gota write a song called may
Guess thats life a bigger problem just another day
I lost my dad the month of fathers day
My mom the moth of mothers day
Now grandpas sick
I dont know what the fuck to say
I step off stage and im the only one
Mom and pops had an only son
No fans just a man finden freedom in truth
Spend my soul in a confession booth
I am a sinner saved by the grace of god
At 31 years of age, countless tears on my face
Howm' I here im amazed ive been scraped and scared
I lost both parents but hey
Pray both spirits are safe
I hope they are okay but god still got my sister and grandparents
But grandpas got cancer and I can't bare it
They say the kimos shrinken it can't think of it not worken'
They say meds help his pain but of his brain im not certain
Its been four months with ought
My best fried
My mom was always in my corner even when I was arrested
Even, when I was in the wrong
Shed
But shes with god now believe you me im green with envy
(Of both)
I can't believe my life some times
I need to write some rhymes
Keeps me sane when everything else isnt quite sublime
My sweet mother used to keep to me in line
Any women who reminds me of her I need by my side
They say seek and you'll find
Believe me if tried
She can be my wive and I can be my own pops
Reincarnated
Never understood what gives men a reason for women beating
Not saying that my dad did it
Maybe once he wasn't bad with it
But the one time he did it left a bad image
So ive learned from other peoples mistakes
And tried to learn from evil they've placed
On people ive faced (yup)
But sometimes the parts are too broken
To grab a toob of super glue and stick the pieces in place (confessional)
I step off stage and im the only one
Mom and pops had an only son
No fans just a man finden freedom in truth
Spend my soul in a confession booth
Im trying to do with ought my selfish ways but
All I can think abouts my self today
See I owe it to myself
But I dont know if I can go with in my self
And make changes like sobering myself
The higher I can see im lowering my health
Plus its cold up in my cell and theres no one here to help
Yeah I served a little time for a d.u.i
See you drink, but they dont wanna see you drive
Officer they dont have slumber parties at the bar
So pardon me if rum and Bacardi breezes in my car
And I can make claims that alcohol isnt my main thing
Yet im the one sitting with lemon squeezed in my gray drink
Fuck I had a stressful year
Quite a eventful
I had to shed some tears
I had to grab some liquor
I had to get some beer
To get some clear
Thoughts to fucken get me here
Hit this fork in the the road
Looken back loosen all that I know
And then looken forward what more do I know?
I know pain-addiction-pain-death-pain
Took the right path slowed down and said bye to the left lane
Cuz life in the fast lane
Was stifle and mad strange
Vicodin mad canes
Try to lighten my past panes
But my habits could end my life in a bad way