Lyrics Forgiven - Crucifix

I feel alone
With nothing but the weight on my sin that I hold
I feel so weak
I try to stand against all this evil in me
I'm thinkin' about the life I've lived
I'm thinkin' about all the dirt I did
I'm a liar, a cheater, a deceiter
And forgiveness is something that I can never deserve

I bathe my head
God, when you made me I think you made a mistake
'Cause my life is like filthy rags
So get out the wrong that I've done until I'm heavy and black
I'm a sinner, a murderer, an adulterer
And the pain in here, the only thing that I can never deserve

'Cause I feel like I'm so far away
Girl, I know I'm just two steps from never
'Cause I feel like I never could deserve your love
But I thank you that I'm forgiven
The moment I feel like I'm falling
I will go when I was crawling
And my shame was sin
But you still love me like your child

I feel unworthy
Even singing your name got with my lips are so dirty
I'm thinkin' about the wong I've done
And you as a father when you love me as a proud and coarse son
I'm a splinter wood, I'm the hammer and nails
I'm the blank sheet that you lost
I'm the damned thief, and you the side you wanna cross
Remember me in heaven, Lord

'Cause I feel like I'm so far away
Girl, I know I'm just two steps from never
'Cause I feel like I never could deserve your love
But I thank you that I'm forgiven
The moment I feel like I'm crying
I will go when I was dying
And my shame was sin
But you still love me like your child

I feel so pure
From giving up all this sin I've so long endured
And my lies are a reflection of my hate
But all this sin is just a reflection of your embrace
I spent so long throwing away my life
Falling in love with this evil, it hurt me
But without your blood, I still wouldn't be alive
But without my sin, I would know I'm your mercy

Jesus, I want you inside of me
To love me, to lead me, and to guide me, yeah, yeah, yeah

'Cause I feel like I'm so far away
Girl, I know I'm just two steps from never
'Cause I feel like I never could deserve your love
But I thank you that I'm forgiven
The moment I feel like I'm slipping
I will come alive and forgiving
All my shame was sin
And you still love me like your child