Lyrics X - CusaX

If I were to be on top of the game
Could I say I'd be Iivin' up to my name?
May I please question? May you please answer?
I just need blessings, I just need one
The weight of the world weighs a ton
The X is a mark for the things to come

A year ago, I told myself I was jokin'
This rap shit was nothin', in fact, it was somethin'
I looked past my doubts, I just took, grabbed my mouth, I
Was shook by this foul rhyme, I cooped up to tower high
These people 'round me had somethin' that they could claim
All I was just doin' was just wastin' away
Every single second, I could've been independent
I could've been with the pen instead lettin' you people spend it
My time was wasted 'till I figured to try it
I might have tasted, spillin' pictures
And thinkin' it was the violence
The light has made a killin', spit depictions, a tyrant
Might've been high on myself, listen, my life it's
Just Illusions, accusin', refusin', renewin'
My choosin', you lose it, you blew it
One day, I could keep on the path straight
The X ain't a ten, all it means is a blank slate

If I were to be (Were to be)
On top of the game (On top of the game, on top of the-)
Could I say I'd be (Could I say I'd be)
Livin' up to my name? (Livin' up to my name, livin' up to my-)
May I please question? May you please answer?
I just need blessings, I just need one (Need one)
The weight of the world weighs a ton (Weighs a ton)
The X is a mark for the things to come

Phase two was my excuse, I came to inspire you
Not to fuck your life up, I'd rise up, you'd fight the mood
Kill the things that kill you first, did that, now, I'm out to thirst
Break the chains, make the change, make some sense
Play the game, face the facts, razor blades
Cut you like we face to face, muster up the strength to gaze
At your life then take the reigns
Son of a bitch, another other motherfucker, it is
Just what a wonderful bundle of sticks
Maybe I'm not cut out for the mistakes that I made
Can't go back, I'm gonna burn everything from the past
Purge all my memories, let it turn black
Suddenly, I become one with my act
It's a mirage, like "oh, my god"
Everything I been rappin' about
Just an illusion to redo myself
So I'ma use it to better my health
When I be tellin' you people I'm over it
I'm only tellin' you people I'm out of it
All of the things I been sayin' are counterfeit
Can't you tell when I'm shouting it?
This is the end of that, keepin' it real from pen to pad
CusaX is my pact to rap that I'll give it my extra 10 percent

If I were to be (Were to be)
On top of the game (On top of the game, on top of the-)
Could I say I'd be (Could I say I'd be)
Livin' up to my name? (Livin' up to my name, livin' up to my-)
May I please question? May you please answer?
I just need blessings, I just need one (Need one)
The weight of the world weighs a ton (Weighs a ton)
The X is a mark for the things to come
If I were to be on top of the game
Could I say I'd be Iivin' up to my name?
May I please question? May you please answer?
I just need blessings, I just need one
The weight of the world weighs a ton
The X is a mark for the things to come