Lyrics Grow - D$

Growing up a shy cub/ never put my hand up
Always had my head down/ made sure I sat at the back cause
It would be/ Derek called up to the front to speak
Shaking knees start to sweat/ then I couldn't really breathe
Still a public speaking mess/ even in my dreams yes
In duress/ always anxious on any test
Look upon the ground/ never above the horizon
Can't speak a word/ or engage a girl in her eyes and I'm
Running round the room/ like a fool just all mess
Mind wandering pondering/ if I'm hexed
My body soars/ in a world just all line's
When I situate myself in rhymes/ I'm all fine
Try to concentrate/ on what is supposed to be
I'd like to see/ the perfect lyric close to me
If I give my all/ all I hope to be
A smooth operator/ operating correctly

It's only up to you/ don't matter what they say
Deep breath, drop them shoulders and just bust through
All about you/ let their doubts wash away
Be proud speak loud, they ain't got you
You got the right moves/ and that's why they hate
Get it in your mind, you have worth and more
No matter what you do/ it's for you it's okay
Hold it down, believe in yourself and grow

Not a blip on the screen/ always try to bee unseen
Told my rhymes are whack/ hang ya head through a guillotine
No creatine base/ this foundation self-made
Always the best at what I do/ but bragging felt lame
Shy hiding in the shade/ flying by be the days
Sitting home alone rehearsing/ dreaming of the stage
Nausea sets in/ anxiety overtakes
Alleviates my dream of you/ ever pressing play
Rolling eyes doubting minds/ trial by fire burnt several times
No matter your thoughts/ this plot is hot no stopping, I
Lived in a box, hid under rocks/ now my time to surface
Mocked like Navin Johnson/ I found my special purpose
Cut off my feet/ still find a way to walk
Blind me bind my tongue/ music my vision in my head sung
Try to sweep the leg/ but the crane will take
Like you in my life/ all of your hate will fade away

It's only up to you/ don't matter what they say
Deep breath, drop them shoulders and just bust through
All about you/ let their doubts wash away
Be proud speak loud, they ain't got you
You got the right moves/ and that's why they hate
Get it in your mind, you have worth and more
No matter what you do/ it's for you it's okay
Hold it down, believe in yourself and grow