Trailblazer

Yea
Hello baby
Yea
Shh

Standing in my culture feeling criminal
Yea I sing the songs but in a different tone
I ain't really sure why I ain't quitting though
Do it for the people the people ain't really listen though
Oh
Woah oh woe is me
Woe is me
Oh woah woe is me
Woe is me

What you thinking what you expect?
I want a big house on the hill white picket fence?
I want a six figure salary all on my check
I also want to sign my check
I guess I'm dreaming big
Could someone deliver me
I need a deliverance
It seems my dreams they start to poison me wann be rid of em
That's why I'm rhyming all over this beat all hysterical
My mama told "Joshua fit the battle of Jericho"
But what can that do for me?
I need some more truth, you see?
I need somebody to come in my life and shoot truthfully
I need somebody to stand by my side and to root for me
I need someone to do for me the way I do for people I love
Feel like I been doin too much
Maybe I should give it up?
But my pride inside won't back down
What is that now?
I'm really stuck

Standing in my culture feeling criminal
Yea I sing the songs but in a different tone
I ain't really sure why I ain't quitting though
Do it for the people the people ain't really listen though
Oh
Woah oh woe is me (Trailblazer)
Woe is me
Oh woah woe is me (Trailblazer)
Woe is me
Pardon me if I'm anxious but I feel I lost myself
I was falling, you see? And I almost caught myself
Just what am I trying to find? (Trailblazer)
I don't know what I been trying to find (Trailblazer)

And did I mention that the tension
Between me and these four walls it done lessened
Learned my lesson I don't question where I'm at in my head
And I won't cry when the batteries dead
I'll admit that I've had some regrets
Some shit that I wish I could forget
Sometimes I wish that I wouldn't forgive
Sometimes wish I had a malice heart and a cold soul
To protect this callous heart 'fore it goes broke
But before I go bro
I done finally decided
That I'm actually gonna go after all the shit that I desire
Even if they don't pay me no mind
Or they tell me to be quiet
I'll replenish then inspire
Motivate and take em higher
It's a whole chore livin in a broke world
Don't no one wanna take charge they gon let it blow first
They gon do whatever's easier til someone go first
They gon follow the leader long as he chauffeurs
Gotdamn I ain't sure if I can take much more
Four steps backward 1 step forward
Sometimes I wonder what we do it all for
I had to pave a road

Standing in my culture feeling criminal
Yea I sing the songs but in a different tone
I ain't really sure why I ain't quitting though
Do it for the people the people ain't really listen though
Oh
Woah oh woe is me (Trailblazer)
Woe is me
Oh woah woe is me (Trailblazer)
Woe is me
Pardon me if I'm anxious but I feel I lost myself
I was falling, you see? And I almost caught myself
Just what am I trying to find? (Trailblazer)
I don't know what I been trying to find (Trailblazer)