Lyrics Open Letter II - DAP The Contract

Lord thank you for waking me up this morning
Thank you for giving me the strength to keep going
And for guiding me to accomplish,
Everything I have accomplished this year
I pray that as I continue on this road, you give me journey mercies
You give me patience, you give me the inspiration
To be a source of positive energy in the world
In Jesus name I pray, Amen

Na na na, na na, na,
Na na na na, na na

Yeah
It′s me again, I keep on coming back
I write this by the candle light, while I'm painting on the wax
Been on my tunnel vision sh*t, but started looking back
I swear these open letters start to feel like time stamps
I feel like I got nothing, but I really got it all
Feel like I got some homies that just don′t know how to act
Think I lived another life, I just can't recall
Feel like I did it big, like I was known across the map
I've got all my family, they hanging on the walls
Everytime a picture falls, I feel like I lost a plaque
Hate talking on the phone, sorry I don′t take your calls
Sorry when I miss a call, I don′t always call back
I swear I miss the rain, you can feel it in my flow
Only hear it on the phone everytime I call home
I swear I miss my dawg right beside me on the track
I swear I'm finna leak ′em, he still sending me them raps
Bro they think I'm boutta stall, I got fire in the tank
They think I′m finna stop, I think they smoking crack
We from a different cloth, everybody sounding whack
I hope you feel the pain I'm fighting everytime I snap
And yeah that′s why I go so hard, oh yeah that's why I go so black
That's why I go hard on the keys, and I go harder when it slaps
Been running for my life, I see these niggas on my laps
My mind keep racing through the night,
I put some thought into these raps
Mama look I did a lot, they play my sh*t on the serato
But when I break it down and talk my sh*t, that′s when they follow
That′s when they feel my pain, yeah that's when they feel my hollow
Feel like Annie, still searching for the sunshine tomorrow
See I been on a mission, a mission that I chose
They tried to take me out, I heard freeze and I froze
Man, I swear I miss Brunonia, some shit nobody knows
I almost missed my graduation doing all these shows
I think I fell in love, at times I wish it never showed
Sometimes it feels like the greatest story ever told
Sometimes I need space, sometimes I wanna stay at home
But when I dream about my show, she′s always in the front row
I think I finally got 'em where I want ′em, yeah
I think I finally got 'em where I want ′em
I gotta ask myself
Did I put it all in? Will I ever make it back?
Did I make it all this way, just to make my way back?
I pray one day I really put the train up on the tracks
And then I take off to the stars, that day I'm never looking back
Always got one in the chamber, fully loaded, never lack
I know my peers really respect me, give a f about a rack
That's why I′m screaming f the government still live in Jim Crows
I pray I stay safe, just wanna make it home
I heard he got acquitted, R.I.P. Philando
I pray your daughter in a castle, Diamond watching while she grows
I pray I find my way, I don′t decay, I take it slow
I pray I hold my baby close, I pray my story never close
Sometimes I think I made it, sometimes I think I'll never know
It′s two roads in the woods, and this the story that I chose
And I'll be gone till november

The summer don′t wait for nobody
The summer don't wait for nobody, yeah yeah
I cannot wait for your shawty
And I′m shining like Sunday morning, yeah yeah
The summer don't wait for nobody, yeah
The summer don't wait for nobody, yeah yeah
I cannot wait for your shawty
And I′m shining like Sunday morning