Lyrics Poise - DJ Krusade

Okay my name is bats aka deejay kroosade
Or you can say Matt that's another one of the names
I feel so good and bad and great and so insane
Because I got bad rng on this existence game
And you don't feel nothin but pain
Like what comes to pass through the gains
You wish so hard for fame
But forget to try and now you've been slain
Without using your brain
You talking 'bout in case?
You gotta risk it all but instead you go away

From here images seared
Into my skin I itch
Because of all the fear oh dear
I guess I'll win and not be a bitch
They all love me and hate me over here
Whatever I don't fuck with those cliques
They fuck with all that shit like beer
It's whatever nobody can fix

Now you say you don't believe in me
I don't care I believe and I'll succeed
I mean my girlfriend and you can't see
But sorry I don't wanna live a fiend
I just wanna be
The best god damn Matt I can be
You'll see

I know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot see
I know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot seeI know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot seeI know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot see

I'm not talking religious shit when I talk about sin
Not loving one another is the biggest one of them
And you act so smart cause my God isn't even real
Motherfucker shut the fuck up and just let people deal
With what they do and their own shit and hell
Why you always gotta make it about yourself
And I believe in God but that don't matter much
Believe in youself and give people love

Yeah don't ever give yourself up
When they shoot sat you you better duck
Inevitably you'll fall just get back up
Whenever the haters try just don't give a fuck

Yeah it don't matter anyway
Ten years from now they're in the same place
And I refuse to say that I'm the same
I'll make this music and be forever in their brains
Yeah they'll be so angry and I'll fly away

They don't know what to say

I know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot see
I know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot seeI know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot seeI know I'm gonna win
I'm the best me I can be
You wonder where I've been
But when around you cannot see

Twenty nine-teen was my genesis and ain't no revelation
And all the haters talking shit can stay feedin' on my greatness
I don't know what to do I stay procrastinatin'
I got homework to do but visions of bein' famous

It's just that this music is important to me
Nothing that I've ever done I've ever done for me
Like they want me to go to college get knowledge and see
But I don't even know if I can even get it for free

But maybe the scholarly life ain't that bad y'know
If I get a degree Becca promised an El Camino
But I don't even like Chevy cars I say in this bar
So why do I wanna go far
Maybe I should just settle down with a moderate house
With a wife and kids in a forest with clouds
That deteriorate when the sun shines down
And I'll be happy forever until my alarm rings loud