Lyrics CHOICES - Daedra

When the night fall down
Trading rage for the pain
Vices come around just to
Keep me safe

I just can't escape
To face the day today
Trauma screaming loud
When I'm not okay

I promised her that I'd stay strong
Now I'm barely hanging on
All i feel is doing wrong
I just feel like going off

Hard to feel like I'm enough
When all i love just bite the dust
My only choice is going up
It's either this or I'm just done

Through all the whiplash I'm still
Standing strong for you
I tried to keep the pain in
Only hurt you to pretend

I'll never go back promise
That's the truth
I know it's shameless
But either this or death

I know it's shameless but
Baby that's my energy
Call it impatience
Sometimes that's my identity

Brought the rage to my city
Going off like infinity
Got no opps they all dead to me
Shots like it's Kennedy

I'm sending head shots
They never catch us
I know they fed up
Acting pretentious

Shots at they knees
They act so weak
I'll never let up
They just pretenders

I see it all when they lie to my face
Used to go along that was my mistake
Held down in one place stuck inside a cage
Stuck away till the day i can't believe

I broke away and did what they said i couldn't
I broke from the ruins and healed what they ruined

I offered my soul and i ended up losin'
The picture was clear and they struggled on choosin' like

I know they feeling stupid when I'm up
And now i watch em fold
It make me laugh when they doubt i can do it
I crawl from the tundra just so i can prove it
Baby i promise I'm speaking the truth
I swear i do it all for you
You know I'm hurt and i know you are too
But we'll make it out soon

Time falls down to ashes
Leaving us alone
Taken by the tragedy
Don't know where to go
Sacrificing soul

I promised her that I'd stay strong
Now I'm barely hanging on
All i feel is doing wrong
I just feel like going off

Hard to feel like I'm enough
When all i love just bite the dust
My only choice is going up
It's either this or I'm just done

Through all the whiplash I'm still
Standing strong for you
I tried to keep the pain in
Only hurt you to pretend

I'll never go back i promise
That's the truth
I know it's shameless
But either this or death