After All This Time

Silence sweeps around me
Cloudy skies in shades of grey
It's like I never hurt nobody
Yet I'm hiding every day
They can say you're not a cheat
And if you lost, go change your place
But I'd be careful what you wish for
'Cause I should only betray

If being so unsuitable
Wasn't the worst for us to find
Well I remember she was better
Than the girl I had in mind
We all did a lot of running
Yet we ended standing still
But me I try unlike the rest
To look exactly how I feel

They said I wonder if I like it
But the way I feel where I am
Or is it something the way I look
Don't know
If after all this time
We act like we don't give a damn

We got to really think that these are
Just the kind of days we live for
There are so many winding roads out there
If you let the rest come walk
Although we spoke so many times
I know we never will talk

Now I was raised without a meaning
But with a chance to never quit
I got a tune that's always leading me
No matter how I hit
I swear I tried to find a way
Or even make one of my own
It's hard when they know
I didn't feel the same

Now some may just stay
And some will lost when I have grown
But after all this time it seems

That just the kind of songs I won't forget

The eye sets on my world
Relate to if I sleep at night
Now from all the things I did
There must be one thing I did right
I'll keep my eyes on the horizon
Don't ask why I even bother

We all did a lot of looking
Yet nobody saw each other
I wonder if they know we made it
Scars only better if I'm sorry
But I never had a soul to save

After all this time it seems
There will be nothing else I gain
So if these are all my fears
Then these will be the things that I need

I wonder if they know we made it
Scars only better if I'm sorry
But I never had a soul to save
After all this time it seems
There will be nothing else I gain
So if these are all my fears
Then these will be the things that I need