Lyrics Whole - Daphya

You know, when we look around
We may become envious
But everything that glitters ain't gold
And we all have one common goal
I just want to be happy
I just want to be happy
I just want to be whole
I just want to be happy
I just want to be happy
I just want to be whole
The devil is a liar and I hear 'em loud and clear
He's sayin, "Yo Daphya, you know they don't want you here"
So I end up replyin' like, "and you know I don't care"
But still, he keep on tryin' to drag me into despair
Yeah, you know that feeling where you hopeless and mopin'
Lose focus, the more you climb, the longer that rope gets
Dreams turn to nightmares, everything seems impossible
It's illogical, but that's how you know when he got to you
So I do what I gotta do, in attempts to dispel it
But this is really buggin' me and I got no repellent
That rope, I'm at the end of it, beatin' myself for lettin' him
Introduce all the negative energy to my element
I can't ignore the elephant, brightly colored and arrogant
Refuse to be converted into another pessimist
This is my reckoning, overshadowing shadows
Finally cuttin' that rope which was meant for the gallows
When there's nobody around
And the sky is falling down
Spread your wings and fly
To the silver line
When there's nobody around
And the sky is falling down
Spread your wings and fly
To the silver line
It's like a parade when I walk through, so many to talk to
But they don't listen, smile and nod's pretty much what they all do
Got demons that I fight alone, pillows leak when I cry at home
I really be going through it & they think I just write a song
I could pack the club and still be feeling like I'm alone
Pain tight under wraps & spit only through a microphone
Emotions bottled like a soft drink, yet they hard body
Melancholy or is it just that my melon's shotty?
I don't mess wit meds, they give me heeby jeebies
But I ain't gon get into twisted conspiracy theories
Cautious who I keep near me, so if I said I was leery
That would be an understatement, the underhanded are scary
So hear me when I tell you I want no parts
Of a person with a beautiful smile, & yet no heart
It's so dark, but I must be the light for myself
This music is my therapy, reciting this helps
When there's nobody around
And the sky is falling down
Spread your wings and fly
To the silver line
When there's nobody around
And the sky is falling down
Spread your wings and fly
To the silver line
I just want to be happy
I just want to be happy
I just want to be whole
I just want to be happy
I just want to be happy
I just want to be whole