Lyrics Aftermath, Pt. 2 - David Raé Shawn

I lost my lil brother to suicide seven months after I tried to kill myself
Niggas went insane
I made aftermath, and still felt like I say enough 'bout how a nigga felt
Hiding all that pain
Since you been gone ion even kick it with gang, yeah
Since you been gone I just don't jig the same, yeah
Since you been gone ion even kick it with gang, yeah
Since you been gone I just don't jig the same, yeah

I remember I got out the hospital
My granny was in surgery, y'all came up and picked up dizzle
I regret that decision, but it was a day with you dawg
Fifty nuggets from Burger King, you had fed the whole damn crew dawg
Just a bunch of young broke ass niggas riding in Armonia's coupe dawg
Helped me get over my fear of heights
You ain't like weed but still my side
Cause sickle cell that shit be hurting my sides
Me you and Dretti us three all the time
My twin, left handed just like me
That pain in yo eyes I could see
You died and then I fell asleep, in the whip on the way to the K
Had a dream about you that woke me up, last time I saw yo face
Til I got to that wake, couldn't believe that you wasn't awake
Remember when we made knocking nigga?
I love yo bitch ass dawg, and yo energy swear can't shit stop it nigga
Dre been seeing so much death, I hope that he stop popping nigga
Me and James don't fuck with each other no more but it ain't no problems nigga
I ain't talked to Tana in a minute
I talk to Marissa sometimes
You know we don't fuck with Sam, but that's for another time
But I'm still out here with Kimmy, uh
Still out here chasing my benjis, uh
Still out here rapping with twizzy, uh
Still BTL on go that's the family, you know that we gotta get busy
Since you been gone a nigga been struggling, but I know that you still with me
Still act like we rapping to Biggie
I swear ima make it, that's fifty plus fifty

I lost my lil brother to suicide seven months after I tried to kill myself
Niggas went insane
I made aftermath, and still felt like I say enough bout how a nigga felt
Hiding all that pain
Since you been gone ion even kick it with gang, yeah
Since you been gone I just don't jig the same, yeah
Since you been gone ion even kick it with gang, yeah
Since you been gone I just don't jig the same, yeah