Lyrics My Truth - David Raé Shawn

The freshest mental health patient to grace the earth
Since Michael Myers' movie making bitch
I came to birth a whole new generation of artists that's actually worth something
They hating on me, God damn man, my feelings hurt
I don't understand the way this shit works
It'd be different if I was actually out here being heard
But conflict pops up too much for this shit to work
We done did dirt making sure we got what we needed
But I feel like I'm out here Bleeding man, someone please revive me
Singing my amazing grace
Hoping that this shit blows over and it goes away
It's a family thing, well at least it is to my face
Things I want to say but this shit will get disarrayed
Words twisted, hit me right back up in the face
How come I feel like I still haven't found my place?
When being an artist is the only thing that's keeping me sane
Walking with a chip on my shoulder, I have to make it, got to make it
I had to cut my family off cause my mama was hating
Sometimes you got to cut off what connects you right to Satan
God damn man, I guess the disrespect was blatant

Ima let it out one time
Tell y'all what's been on my mind
Need you to believe it one time
I was ready to die when I made ready to die
And I was ready to die in January
Mental health facility, shit was scary
I was right there on that ledge, who brought me back from that edge?
Myself and God, Harmony came and that helped a lot
I was making them phone calls everyday
Who gone pick up for David? Who gone pick up for me?
Need help while I'm getting h-e-l-p
Shit don't make no sense
Mama called the police on me
Big sister said I'm dead to her
Want to know what's floating through my head bruh?
Honestly I'm fucking fed up
With the pain man, it's so constant
I hate telling Ricky what I'm boxing
I hate lying to my dad all day
I hate crying, tears down my face
Sometimes I just got to call Tay, then it's alright, then it's okay

She be bringing me back to earth
Bipolar disorder and manic depression man which ones worse?
At this point I don't know
I'm just trying to make this music at home
I'm just trying to be who I am, it's like my family want me gone
I don't know how to feel on my own but God damn I am not alone