Lyrics Reality My Hell - David X Gabriel

My choices my own
I cast no blame
When truth ends happiness
Still, it's painful to see
You suffer my weakness

Too naive not to please
Half a lifetime lost
With lessons learned on my knees
Regaining what once was

Fixing past mistakes
Proved a waste time
Forgiveness suffices
Redemption is a beautiful thing
But not at any cost

My choices my own
I cast no blame
When truth ends happiness
Still, it's painful to see
You suffer my weakness

I tried to let it go
You gave me every reason
But life
Loses all meaning without you
My enemy myself
A lifetime sentenced treason
Loneliness my fear
Reality my hell