Lyrics Gravedigger - Deception

Digging my own grave and it feels close, to home
In my mind, feel like a slave
What do i really know
What got me to this point, there's a few things that i blame
The way i see it now, there won't be much that remains

Over and over and over again, i'm inside a cycle
Over and over and over again, in a fight, with my lows
It might take time and that's what they might tell you when you're on the edge
Running in circles, don't know what to do, but i know i'll be dead

My whole world might be falling into pieces
Can't help the feeling that it's been my fault
Up at night, so i'm barely ever sleeping
When i'm awake, all i do is sleepwalk
See these people all around me with a smile on
Walk around, i'm always looking like i've shut down
Living fast don't ever mean you're gonna live long
And that's a thought that i have come to terms with now

Digging my own grave and it feels close, to home
In my mind, feel like a slave
What do i really know
What got me to this point, there's a few things that i blame
The way i see it now, there won't be much that remains