Lyrics This Is How I Feel - DedachiKenta

8 a.m. like any other days
Get up from my bed ready to quit my life
But there's something I gotta do
To make the world a better place

It's hard to live by myself
But I have no time to care for someone else
But I want someone so I can share my life and happiness
I'm another sad and lonely life on earth

I wish I could change myself
Make more friends and love this life
But in reality, I'm vulnerable
What I see is my ugly imperfections

I wanna be hot or cold
Not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
Withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
You can't stop me
I just wanted you to know
This is how I feel

Shame and tears were my only friends
Until you came and touched my heart
How did you see someone invisible
How are you still holding my hand

I wish I could change myself
But you tell me to trust in you
I still see my ugly imperfections
Now I see, it's more of you than less of me

I wanna be hot or cold
Not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
Withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
You can't stop me
I just wanted you to know
This is how I feel

All the world is changing
They say it's just the beginning
Surging over me like an angry ocean wave
I get behind the line again to get my life back again
This is my life
This is how I feel

I wanna be hot or cold
Not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
Withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
You can stay with me
I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel
This is how I feel