Lost With U

I dont know, messing up and I'm all alone
Anxiety taking up all my time, & still ain't got nothing left to show
Colder with me, older heart when I fucken got you
Reminiscing on the bullshit and you still flexing all your muscles
What is it to be happy
What is it to be so ignorant
What is it to struggle with all my fucken baggage
I just want innocence
The weight of the world
Bringing me down, I can't concur
Can't believe in the negative, gotta get through all my fucken hurt
Can you handle this? Damn I don't believe ya
You not the only one that wants to come out as the leader
But loving is life, nothing is wrong when they talk bout us
Leaving my soul behind, I miss when I was way more honest
Need advice, need the shit that's in therapy
Wildin' out like I'm crazy but it's really just up to you and me
So many things my parents didn't know
Man, stabbed in the fucken heart
I'm always tryna keep it on the down low

I'm in the darker corners of my mind
Please shed some light on me
Down here on my own
I cannot find a way to set me free
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

Write my wrongs, care bout all this back and forth
Where the fuck am I going now, drunk driving I'm passing out
Man 17 years olds, saw so many funerals
Wont ever leave your side again cause life is just too beautiful
Worthy of my crime
Man they snake on the low
Getting fucked up all the time, thinking I can just carry my own
But it's always wild
You never really understand me
You always wanted to talk about family
Something that I don't have a grasp on lately
Why do I feel so helpless, why do I feel so fucken insecure
Why do I feel the shit man piling up on me at my open door
Cause
I'm letting my shit go, damn I really gotta just believe that
Suffered through too much I gotta just get my life back
Need advice, need to learn what's so wrong with me
Faking it all the time even if you read me up your eulogy
Plotting it sometimes, guess I just know where we went wrong
We just gotta go play that and there's just nothing for us

I'm in the darker corners of my mind
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost