Lyrics Imagination - DempseyRollBoy

It's all for nothing,
Everything I've done,
Drowning under water,
Thinking,
What have I become
I can't feel a thing,
Fuck, I think I'm going numb,
Maybe I'm insane,
I'm just not enough
Crying out for help,
But this isn't an act
I been broken, I feel hopeless,
Damn it, this is a fact
It's like why you think
I always spill my pain
On these tracks
Because I'm running from myself,
I write this shit to relax
Maybe I was made in
Somebody's imagination
Listen
You don't know me,
You're not in my situation
There's things going on here
That need examination
& Nobody but me will ever
Know that information
I lost certain things
That will never be restored,
Everybody leaves me
My life's an open door
It saddens me to say this,
But when it rains
It pours
How do I survive
In the eye of the storm
How can love exist
If there's no one
That expresses it
Everybody's hurt
& Look around you for the evidence,
Suicide is something
That's becoming too repetitive
Do I got the will to keep on going
That's a negative
I'm so understanding
I see life from different angles
But these people all around me
Love to give everyone labels
As if they themselves are angels
Picture perfect, wearing halos
Hypocritical and ignorant
Until you turn the tables on em'
Fuck em' all
I never wanna fit in with em'
Fuck that
I just want a break for a second
Where the drugs at
I don't feel a thing when I'm faded
And I love that
I forget it all when I'm gone
And I love that
Under such a dark sky,
Standing by a payphone
Examining my fears,
Cuz' I know I gotta face those
Everyone's a fraud,
Cuz' they pick and choose what they show,
I do what I want,
Instead of doing what they say so
Turning into nothingness,
I'm stuck in zero gravity
Lately my life alter my perception of reality,
I wonder if somebody way above is just imagine me,
My mind is playing games,
And my story is a tragedy
I speak for those who cant,
I've been playing devil's advocate I never wanted anything,
I think I'm here on accident,
I try to stop the bleeding
And I try to be compassionate
But you cant understand me unless you
Know about abandonment
It's DRB for short
Motherfucker that's the acronym,
I never been good enough,
I'm bad and I'm inadequate
They see me as a villain,
Like I'm some sort of antagonist
I got a black heart,
And plus my energy is cancerous
I went from bad to worse
And damn the damage hurts
I'm in a sea of flames,
With every wave it bursts
I'm a burden to myself
And I got so many concerned,
I thought I could be happy,
But I guess I'll never learn