Lyrics Chemicals - Denney

I couldn't be what you wanted
But you weren't there when I promised
That I'd never leave someone honest
But I did it, I did it, I did it again

I hate the mistakes that I'm making
Been sick to my stomach all day, yeah
And nobody knows that I'm faking
But I did it, I did it, I did it again

And it's four in the morning
And I'm wide awake again
Cause we're not talking
Don't wanna know how this one ends

The chemicals in my head are starting to mess up again
The fabric of my thoughts unravelling just like I said
But you wouldn't believe it
If I told you I'm different
And this one is gonna hurt

I've given myself a new limit
If this ain't the one then I'm finished
Cause getting out is harder than being in it
And if I do it, then I'll do it, I'll do it again

And it's four in the morning
I'm thinking of needing some help
Cause you're not talking
And I'm over hating here myself

The chemicals in my head are starting to mess up again
The fabric of my thoughts unravelling just like I said
But you wouldn't believe it
If I told you I'm different
And this one is gonna hurt
Yeah this one is gonna hurt

And I swear it's not you
It's always me
I swear it's not you
It's always me
Yeah I swear it's not you
It's always me
I swear it's not you
It's always me

The chemicals in my head are starting to mess up again
The fabric of my thoughts unravelling just like I said
But you wouldn't believe it
If I told you I'm different
And this one
Yeah this one
This one is gonna hurt

This one
Yeah this one
This one is gonna hurt