Lyrics My Secret Garden - Live In Hammersmith, October 1982 - Depeche Mode

My secret garden's
Not so secret anymore
Run from the house
Holding my head in my hands
Feeling dejected
Feeling like a child might feel

It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
My very only secret and I had to go and leak it
My secret garden's not so secret anymore

No, my secret garden's
Not so secret anymore
Run through the fields
Down to the edge of the water
Can't stay long
Here comes the reason why

She'll catch me if she can, take me by the hand
I'll have to keep on running and I just can't see the fun in
My secret garden not being secret anymore

It used to be so easy on days such as these, she'd
Search and search for hours in among the flowers

I loved it
I loved her
I loved it
I loved her

Play the fool, act so cruel (I loved it)
Read her book, take a look (I loved her)
Play the fool, act so cruel (I loved it)
Read her book, take a look (I loved her)

It all seems so absurd that this should have occurred
My very only secret and I had to go and leak it
My secret garden's not so secret anymore