Lyrics P.I.L. - Derez De'Shon

I know 'em niggas gon hate on me
I pray my niggas don't trade on me
I know if I get a case today these hoes ain't gon wait on me
Keep that sucka shit away from
Keep it G that's the only way to be so
If I tell you I love you don't play with me

Wear the pain on my shoulder like some shoulder pads
Came from nothing and I made it, I know they mad
New texts from my ex's (yeah) I know they sad
Mama thought I would be dead or
Locked up right now, I know she glad for me
Don't won't nann one of 'em niggas around me if they not a hunndit
Can't trust nann one of these bitches all these broken promises
All these smokes and liquor bottles in here
All these folks, I don't know nobody here
Niggas fake it's like nobody real, fo' real
Never understood how a nigga hate
You from the same hood (how you do that)
You see the signs of jealousy and
Hate but listen when he say he love ya
It's funny cause all it take is for a nigga to feel like you above 'em
That's when a nigga say fuck ya
So it's gon hurt to say fuck um, but fuck um
Ion owe nann one of yall niggas nuttin'
I got mouths to feed
Y'all was eating when my children wasn't
They doubted me but I don't need a nigga for nuttin'
Derez De'Shon

Lately I been on the road and niggas talmbout I changed
To tell you the truth I ain't have a chance too (yeah)
Nigga holla they my friends
But bring up times I borrowed clothes
I'm like damn this ain't what friends do (yeah)
It's funny how money make 'em change
Before the paper niggas won't complaining'
It's funny how these bitches fuck for fame
Last week she ain't know my name (yeah)
Gotta it out the mud in the rain
Keep prescription going for the pain
Even with the bros I'm the same
Didn't know what it was when it came (THE FAME)
It didn't change me, I'm the same me
Got shot at, did turkey drives on the same street
Niggas I looked up to let me down
Swear the pain deep
Remember I didn't have a voice to talk so ian speak
Betcha they hear me now
Betcha they see me now
Same nigga won't fucking with me, fucking with me now
But I didn't need 'em then and I don't need 'em now
Niggas want in but didn't they leave me out
Niggas pretend to want to be my friend but I ain't friendly now