Lyrics Not Ready - Desert Lily

I'm sitting here, I'm watching you
Time passes by, I've got things to do
And I know they don't fix themselves
And I know they will haunt my days

I ask myself where have I been
Living a life like that kid Finn
It's all in my head from birth to death
It's all in my head I'm not ready yet

I'm not ready yet
I'm not ready yet

Running away from it all
In the darkest dark of the night
Can't catch my breath anymore
I'm choking in the search of a light
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
For the sand to touch the ground
I'm losing sleep, I'm feeling weak,
My mind is twisted (and) turned around

Are my best days already over yet
I'm scared as hell of what will come next
And I know, I've so much left
But I know, I'm not ready yet

I can't deny, the feeling that I
Will not be relevant, will wear me down
Is it in my head, the fear of death
Is it in my head, I'm not ready yet

I'm not ready yet
I'm not ready yet

Running away from it all
In the darkest dark of the night
Can't catch my breath anymore
I'm choking in the search of a light
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
For the sand to touch the ground
I'm losing sleep, I'm feeling weak
My mind is twisted (and) turned around

Running away from it all
In the darkest dark of the night
Can't catch my breath anymore
I'm choking in the search of a light
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
For the sand to touch the ground
I'm losing sleep, I'm feeling weak
My mind is twisted (and) turned around