Lyrics Enemy - Designer Disguise

Don't know if I can do this again
Like watching myself drown
These days it's hard to pretend
I've fallen, will I stay down?
I've told a lie and won the fight
The edge of a life
Hope I can win, this time

How many times do I have to fall, before I find home in the dirt?
I know I said I'd have it all, but not if I self destruct

I'm so afraid of myself
I'm screaming
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me
Wanna get better and thrive
Need to get out of my mind
I wanna live not survive
Help before I'm out of time
Out of time
Out of time

How can I trust myself when I see my heroes die
To truly love myself and not end up inside
A coffin of my own creation up above in a cold space station
They couldn't find it on the world stage
How can I ever do the same?

I'm so afraid of myself
I'm screaming
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me
Wanna get better and thrive
Need to get out of my mind
I wanna live not survive
Help before I'm out of time
Out of time
(I wanna live not survive)

I'm so afraid of myself
I'm so afraid of myself
I have become my own hell
I have become my own hell

I'm so afraid of myself
I'm screaming
Is there anyone that can help?
Please believe me
Want to get better and thrive
Need to get out of my mind
I wanna live not survive
Help before I'm out of time