Lyrics Be Around Me - Different Boats

I've been feeling something inside
Something good unlike suicide
I can't see myself falling in line
Don't conform cause I know what I'll feel like

Smoking all the time I can feel it in my lungs
Vaping out the pen cause I can't roll blunts
Skipping school too much cause it's not fun
Number two pencil cause no I'm not the one
If you know anything about me
Then you can tell me
What it's like to be around me
I stopped smoking cause I don't like addiction
But I still wanna do it, I'm not fixed yet
Fuck nicotine I don't wanna be around it
Buy a bottle 'o' liquor and later I'ma down it
I try to act nice when I'm around other people
But sometimes I feel like I'm just plain evil

Tell me what it's like to be around me
If I find somebody then they found me
I don't make friends, only got the ones surrounding
Count them on my hands I'm no longer counting
Do you really wanna be around me
I do drugs then my heart starts pounding
Lowest in life where you found me
Please tell me you wanna be around me
Round me, 'round me, 'round me, 'round me

Three bottles of vodka on my kitchen counter
A bottle of whiskey I've already downed 'er
I just wanna feel fucked up
Cause I know life sucks
I don't got good luck
Me and this girl getting high
Talk about our feelings all through the night
Can't make moves if I'm sober alright
I don't like drugs but I always wanna do them
Smoke some more and my barriers will loosen
Get vulnerable and that shit's all proven
Gonna die soon but I don't know what soon is
I really don't know what it's like to be around me
Cause I just lay around with all these drugs surrounding
I'm so depressing cause I'm low-key pessimistic
I feel very happy sometimes but I'm realistic
Girls don't wanna date me cause it's a bad situation
But I feel insecure and put my thoughts on contemplation
Does she not like me, does she not? Cause of my appearance
Or my attitude, cause she never called me her dearest
I need something more. I think
What would you do me for? On the brink

And Tell me what it's like to be around me
If I find somebody then they found me
I don't make friends, only got the ones surrounding
Count them on my hands I'm no longer counting
Do you really wanna be around me
I do drugs then my heart starts pounding
Lowest in life where you found me
Please tell me you wanna be around me
'Round me, 'round me

Sometimes the one you'd take a bullet for is the one to pull the trigger
Sometimes I can't tell her how I feel unless I got some liquor
Sometimes she will cuddle on me while my fingers trace her figure
Sometimes my heart races, I feel like it can't get quicker
I don't know if I'd wanna be around me, if I wasn't myself
I don't look the best, I do too many drugs
I don't get good rest, I don't give a fuck
She sends tits on Snapchat
I'll send some stupid Snap back
I wonder does she actually like me
Or does she just think it's exciting
Maybe she'll just break me and move on
I won't be remembered when I'm gone
No one lives forever, fuck it I'm gon' write a song
Remember when you told me all your thoughts
Saying that you'd love me but you're not
Making lies about all that you got

Tell me what it's like to be around me
If I find somebody then they found me
I don't make friends, only got the ones surrounding
Count them on my hands I'm no longer counting
Do you really wanna be around me
I do drugs then my heart starts pounding
Lowest in life where you found me
Please tell me you wanna be around me
Round me, 'round me, 'round me, 'round me
Tell me what it's like to be around me
If I find somebody then they found me
I don't make friends, only got the ones surrounding
Count them on my hands I'm no longer counting
Do you really wanna be around me
I do drugs then my heart starts pounding
Lowest in life where you found me
Please tell me you wanna be around me
Round me, 'round me, 'round me, 'round me

Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes the one you'd take a bullet for is the one to pull the trigger
Sometimes I can't tell her how I feel unless I got some liquor
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom
Sometimes my mind gets chaotic and I sound like a kid with instruments in his room
Violins playing, don't got drums, use a broom

Sometimes she will cuddle on me while my fingers trace her figure
Sometimes my heart races and I feel like it can't get quicker