Lyrics 3 AM - Dr.Bipolar

That I'm faking
Fuck
It's like 3 AM
Old memories came in
Every day I'm changing
Take my pain I'm facing
The dreams that I'm chasing
Decisions I'm taking
Feelings that I'm faking
Just take my pain away
I'm used to staying awake
My whole life, my whole life left in misery
I know you hate me don't act like your missing me
Stop pissing me off, I'm in loss
I am lost in this feelings
Staring at the ceiling
I don't wanna feel things
I just wanna feel numb
I just want freedom
I wanna be free from
All my anxiety, fuck the society
Ima do what I feel not what I'm told
Even when I keep it real, bitch you wanna scold me
You told me
That you're gonna be there till the end
You're my enemy not my friend

Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
Yeah
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my... yeah yeah

Just because somebody told
Bad about me to you
Doesn't mean that it is true
Bitch You don't have any clue about what I'm going through
About what I'm going through, yeah
Ima live like I'm no one
Die like a legend, legend
I wanna be happy
Fuck this depression, depression
Happiness and depression I'm stuck in the middle, in the middle
Compared to my pain
Yours is just little
It's 3 in the morning, raining and pouring
My life is so boring, hell is where I'm going
3 In the morning, raining and pouring
My life is so boring, hell is where I'm going
Stab me on my back and I'll Never Look Back
I'll always go outside wearing all black
Fuck whatchu talking about
You're not all that
Don't you mess with us we gon make you fall back

Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
Yeah
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my... yeah yeah

They don't care about your lyrics
They care about numbers
You might be spiting facts
But it flys over the dumb ones
I wanna go green cuz I'm done with these plastics
I wanna be clean but these drugs are so tempting
Slit my wrist so I know that my wounds are gonna heal in time
Shut the door so they know
I don't welcome nobody inside
You can't find a friend in me
He's gone from here a long time
Ago... yeah yeah
Just know
I argue with the voice
In my head yeah
All the time
I fight battles
You don't know a
Fighter in me
Is still alive
I'm done fighting
I just wanna
Smoke a J and
Get hight tonight
Don't judge me dude
You don't know the
Things I go through
Every night
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
Yeah
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my pain away
I just do this day to day
Every night I stay awake
Rapping on that 808
Smoking all my... yeah yeah