Lyrics Stunned - Drex Carter

Losing sleep wake up and don′t know what the time of day is
Over think like how I'm losing thoughts I came away with
I′v been a king but think I'm start to see fall of Cambridge
Got nothing left to write cause lately I been isolated
Like how I'm supposed manage balancing a thousand things
Thought I′d be happy sitting on a Hundred thousand streams
Cause that was all I wanted back when I was 17
But now my birthday just remind me why I hate to sing
And why they always want a reason just to party more
And why the envelope the last thing that they pushing forward
I felt the envy as she caught me walking out the door
My glass is empty if there′s still another half to pour
Congratulations for the stupidest accomplishments
Like how they getting praised for just using they common sense
And Leonardo living in my head he pick the flow
And you can take your pick Da Vinci or DiCaprio
No 45 just 47 on hip
I'll put a million in the pocket before a thousand on my wrist
The way they look at me and talkin like I′m just another kid
But they just 30 with some kids and never monetized for shit
I think my mom finally convinced
I hope my brother doing well
I used to pray for him to talk again
He'd pray for me himself
I think I′m Namath with the jets
They think I'm just an average joe
But they just brainless when they test
And need the aderall a soul
I gave a fuck bout philosophy
Said ain′t nobody stopping me
Till they claim I'm a prodigy
Brother told me I gotta be
Sold they soul for a lotta things
Couldn't wait for the lottery
On my own pull a lot strings
Put my name where your fathers be
Am I smoking yeah possibly
I forget, like apostrophe
Talk that shit like colostomy
Ask yo bitch where the pasta be
If you ever feeling shook
I got a spliff with a lotta weed
I′d put frank up on the hook if my future ever looked odd to me
And I don′t wanna get my hopes up
But lately all these people talking like they know us (yeah yeah)
And I don't wanna get my hopes up
So Imma keep on writing till I get the flow stuck
And I don′t know why I'm feeling this way
Think I′m losing all control that's why I live for today
Lately I been on a roll and its Numbing the pain
She just listen the flow she don′t care what I say (yeah yeah)
And I don't wanna get my hopes up
But lately all these people talking like they know us (yeah yeah)
And I don't wanna get my hopes up
So Imma keep on writing till I get the flow stuck
And I don′t know why I′m feeling this way
Think I'm losing all control that′s why I live for today
Lately I been on a roll and its Numbing the pain
She just listen the flow she don't care what I say
She dont care what I say
Losing sleep wake up and don′t know what the time of day is
Overthink like how I'm supposed to watch the fall of Cambridge
I been a king but even Kings can feel the isolation
Got nothing left to write not losing thoughts I came away with
The order is crucial, the order is manic
They got my finger on the button cause they know I won′t panic
I know my crowd just keep on building, line like bread in a famine
Got all my ex's at my shows and I know they can't stand it
Donde me quedo es Lando
Joss got me rapping in Spanish
I wrap my bud in a Fronoto
That′s why my lines be organic
I rock the boat with a blind fold
Couldn′t sink the titanic
I'm finna write with eyes closed
Till my necklace Icelandic
I bet my paycheck on fashion
The style just came with passion
Red carpet carpet dreams so I′m taxing
They call my shooter Aladdin
I'm on my own shit stop asking
The clock stay ticking on that shit
You ain′t go pay me in tension
So bitch stop acting dramatic i know
And I don't wanna get my hopes up
But lately all these people talking like they know us (yeah yeah)
And I don′t wanna get my hopes up
So Imma keep on writing till I get the flow stuck
And I don't know why I'm feeling this way
Think I′m losing all control that′s why I live for today
Lately I been on a roll and its Numbing the pain
She just listen the flow she don't care what I say (yeah yeah)
And I don′t wanna get my hopes up
But lately all these people talking like they know us (yeah yeah)
And I don't wanna get my hopes up
So Imma keep on writing till I get the flow stuck
And I don′t know why I'm feeling this way
Think I′m losing all control that's why I live for today
Lately I been on a roll and its Numbing the pain
She just listen the flow she don't care what I say
She dont care what I say