Lyrics Fuckin' Up - Durte

Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Do I drink to much? Smoke to much?
Maybe its Karma, who knows?
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Hangin' on to them bad habits
But I just can't seem to let go
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Already got a baby mama
But I cant keep my dick out of these hoes
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Some ole pits, same blunders
Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know
Spend my life walking the banks of shit's creek
Trying not to fall in
Making stupid decisions, like playing hold'em
With dueces going all in
But fuck it, only live once
So I got to take that chance
Try to make plans to move forward
While I stumble around
Try to get my drinking in
Before the trouble starts
But I still can't avoid fights
And whoop ass getting expensive
And I can't afford the fines
I try to do the right thing
Leave early, get handed a DUI
Then I find out that my grandmother
That I haven't spoken to died
I piss off my family, and piss off my friends
I done pissed off authorities
And I'm back at it again
Everywhere that I go burn bridges
That's just how it goes
So damn ridiculous that I decided
Fuck making amends
I'm going to do drugs, get drunk
Slack off, cheat on my girl
Believe me
I'm going to have a lot of fun
Fore my ass leaving this world
Buy 40s with a paycheck
Man, fuck paying the bills
Never answer when opportunity knocks
Just sit back and chill
For real, I look at past mistakes, just sit back
And all that I remember
Hey, it could have been worse
I could been Christopher Wallace
Truth is, I don't really know why I do it
Well, you live and you learn
But I never gonna learn a damn thing
If I don't do some living first
(True dat)
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Do I drink too much?, smoke too much?
Maybe it's Karma who knows?
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Hangin' on to them bad habits
But I just can't seem to let go
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Already got a baby mama but
I can't keep my dick out of these hoes
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Same ole pits, same blunders
Maybe one day I'll learn and, I'll know
Here we go again
Back to the clink
Guess I didn't learn the first time
I'm a hard headed son of a bitch
It's what I'll be to my hearse ride
I'm locked up on my son's fifth
God knows that he's going to be pissed
Well, hopefully it don't stick
And it won't be a touchy topic
Finances, relationships
Goddamn it, I hate this shit
Fucking up. Story of my life
Maybe one day I'll change the script
Oh, wait
Ain't no way
I'm going to make that switch
Got a better chance of gettin'
Doogie Howser dating chicks
Don't try to tackle problems
Just got to make them miss
I am who I am
And I ain't going to change shit
Everybody got opinions as a therapist
And a lot of us
But keep to yourself bitch
Let the dueces just pile up
I'm going to do what it is that I do
Got my own style
I'mma fuck up
Get my hands in more shit
Than proctologists
I done got a good grip
On what the concept of logic is
The problem is when it's obvious
I choose not to acknowledge it
Politican with Jiminy crickets
Sippin' a bottle of gin
Trying to do a little bit of damage control
Fore I fuck shit up again
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Do I drink too much?, smoke too much?
Maybe it's Karma who knows?
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Hangin' on to them bad habits
But I just can't seem to let go
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Already got a baby mama
But I can't keep my dick out of these hoes
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Same ole pits, same blunders
Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Do I drink too much?, smoke too much?
Maybe it's Karma who knows?
(I'm an addict)
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Hangin' on to them bad habits
But I just can't seem to let go
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Already got a baby mama
But I can't keep my dick out of these hoes
(why you cryin? What's the big deal?)
Why do I keep fuckin' up?
Same ole pits, same blunders
(Million dollar question)
Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know
(Probably not)