In Pain

Always hide my pain I know it's fuckin up my health
Going through depression man I really need some help
Feeling so lost, I ain't got nobody else
Don't know who I was couldn't recognize myself
Helped build up my trust, just to tear it right back down
Thought we was locked in, now you nowhere to be found
We were more than friends, can't remember how you sound
How we go from where we was to where we at right now

See that you moved on while I'm haunted by ya absence
Had it to keep it cool, there was times I felt like crashing
Yeah I still miss you, not gon hide it I'm not acting
When I said I luh you really meant it, wasn't cappin
First time that we met, I knew us was meant to happen
All them nights we spent together smoking, crying, laughing
Come thru if you need me, I won't ever send you packing
I gave you my all, even put you over trappin
I ain't forcing you to stay
Tryna stay up out ya way
It be hard to stay away
Got a lot of shit to say
I be crying til this day
Really miss seeing yo face
And that body on display
Mi amor tu era mi bae
Knew what I got into only got myself to blame
Scared to go home didn't wanna face the pain
Really fucked me up I can't even hear ya name
Feels like you don't care shit had me goin insane
I tried holding on, but you don't even wanna speak
Had to let you go, hoping I can find some peace
Don't forget them nights you had nobody but me
Don't forget the way that you was loving on E3

Always hide my pain I know it's fuckin up my health
Going through depression man I really need some help
Feeling so lost I ain't had nobody else
Don't know who I was I couldn't recognize myself
Helped build up my trust, just to tear it right back down
Thought we was locked in, now you nowhere to be found
We were more than friends, can't member how you sound
How we go from where we was to where we at right now