Lyrics Therapy Music - ER Black

Please don't think the things that I've been saying may alter my mission statement
My current situation has not been my destination instead I've been being patient
Reflecting on my traumas and giving myself love as opposed to more degradation
This is heavy work
And I know this isn't for everybody
Pass the mantle soon I assume I need me an understudy
Issues still ensue I can never let them consume
The piece of mind I'm giving when living life in this zoo, I'm on a mission
To not repeat mistakes by my lineage
Cousin locked up had a clip longer than Phineas nose
Sins counted and my father got a million of those
Been trynna chase the bag like that's gonna be what cleanses my soul
I gotta hit my mom I owe her an apologize
Her text message pop up and I don't even acknowledge it
I never felt like you gave the love and guidance I needed so honest
I just been heated I simply made it a part of me so pardon me
This ain't the music made for them club
Them girls who shake their butts and them dudes who claiming they're thugs
This the music for the silent battles you don't even say
When you're not even religious but it's so bad that you pray
When you feel you're out of options
All your thoughts are simply toxic
Them behaviors that you're practicing the reasons for your losses
And your thoughts is
Tied so heavily to your feelings
That foundation cracked now you hoping you can conceal it
Ya'll can't make up for lost time
Rewind the last lines
Not cool but claim fine
Bodies by the chalk lines

Know a few people lost their life from the suicide
Thats how I almost mine, the reason why I'm qualified
Tell you go and get the help explore your own thoughts
That's a battle I was having with myself I almost lost
If I didn't have somebody saying what I said today
Then I wouldn't be saying nothing wouldn't be here anyway.