Lyrics Despise - ESC

I've been trying to get god to make me perfect
I've been trying to feel a little bit less worthless
I keep asking if you got the time to
Work me out and fix my puzzled brain
I've been roaming around the seven seas
I've been waving my hands but you don't seem to see me
Your attitude towards me is bringing me down and driving me insane

You tell me you think you're safe
But I'll piss and spit on your faith
I'm stronger now and you're standing in my way!
You tell me you think you're safe
But I'll piss and spit on your grave
I'll mute the words your stapled mouth could say

My cure is your disease, you're standing on your knees
You'll love me and you'll do whatever I please
I own you now, you'll do as I say
I'll beat you down and use you like an ashtray