Lyrics topanga - Ece Kızmaz

On the edge of a cliff
One more step, I'll drown
Whatever I do

I'm just a plant
Comfy in her pot
The garden is
Big for me

Need a source of light
To see the path
Can't make a choice
Should I go or stay?

Figuring out what I want
Has been a luxury
I need to make Cory happy
That's what I came to be

I know the answer
Hidden in my heart
To find myself
We have to break apart

There's a mask on his face
That I see
Whenever alone

He doesn't show it
In front of everybody
The uncertainty kills
The hopeful part of me

Figuring out what I want
Has been a luxury
I need to make Cory happy
That's what I came to be

I know the answer
Hidden in my heart
To find myself
We have to break apart

If I choose myself
Everyone resents me
If I choose him
Then, I resent myself

Don't deserve Yale
I'm not that perfect
I'm not what they expect

Shouldn't I love
The one who shows me
Who he wants to be?