Lyrics Tides - Efexshion

I'm alright, I'm alright
It's what I say when I disguise
Pop another, dont think twice
Crazy how time flies, without you by my side
We used to be so close
And now you changing like the tides
Like the tides yeah
I'm just gonna keep on smoking all this pain away
Write another song, listen then I fade away
I just dont know if I'll ever be great again
I'm barely breaking even, look at me I'll break away

I'll break away, fade away, won't see me again
What did you say? I can't hear you, I'm in space again
I got drugs again, they're here until the end
Anxiety's my only friend, I just can't comprehend
How toxic, toxic, toxic life is
Look into my eyes, and tell me what the price is
Shit, I ain't ever winning, its time for prizes
I ain't ever listen much, the Devil's got me in a vice grip
Drifting in and out consciousness
She told me that I'm heartless
I'm like no shit, baby, yeah you stole it
Baby yeah you own it
I can't control it
But that's the way that life goes

I'm alright, I'm alright
It's what I say when I disguise
Pop another, dont think twice
Crazy how time flies, without you by my side
We used to be so close
And now you changing like the tides
Like the tides yeah
I'm just gonna keep on smoking all this pain away
Write another song, listen then I fade away
I just dont know if I'll ever be great again
I'm barely breaking even, look at me I'll break away

All these demons around me
Always keep me company
Falling apart, breaking apart
You tore my soul in half, feeding on my heart, gluttony
Everything just stays the same, but I just wanna change
These pills killing my brain, I'm still walking in the rain
Walking in the rain, walking till I lose my patience
Too many expectations, it's not up for conversation
Devil looked me in eyes, told me that it'll never end
These thoughts pierce my mind, I won't ever live again
Satan keeps on grinning, yeah he told me that he's winning
I told him I dont feel it, keep on coming dont lose spirit

I'm alright, I'm alright
It's what I say when I disguise
Pop another, dont think twice
Crazy how time flies, without you by my side
We used to be so close
And now you changing like the tides
Like the tides yeah
I'm just gonna keep on smoking all this pain away
Write another song, listen then I fade away
I just dont know if I'll ever be great again
I'm barely breaking even, look at me I'll break away